Here

There are few people outside of my immediate family that I would go above and beyond for without question. A couple cousins and about three to six friends. These are people that no matter what, I'd always be there for. They have been such a blessing to my life that what ever they need I'm going to try and get it done for them if they need me to. If they are down and need to be uplifted, I will do anything I can to help get them back on their feet, if they are feeling worthless I am going M to remind them just how valuable they are, and if they feel like they have no purpose I'm going to remind them that God has created them for greatness. I hate seeing the ones I love not on the top of their game. I want to push them to be all they can be. These few people are valuable to me beyond comprehension. Some have hurt me some haven't but even so these are people I can't lose.  I won't shut them out or turn my back on them regardless. To those people, I love you all dearly, in different ways. To one I love you. To the others you're all family to me. And to all of you, I will always be a phone call, drive, text or flight away. 

Hopes

I'm a very hopeful person. I'm bubbly and outgoing especially about people I care for and for things that excite me. Im quick to trust people, to a flaw sometimes and it has left me getting hurt in the past, but I dont change because I can't allow negative situations to dictate my outlook on others. One of the quickest ways for a person to lose my ability to trust them almost unwaveringly is to get my hopes up for something they know I really want or am looking forward to and then to change the plan or cancel last minute.  I rely on what people tell me and expect it to be the truth so when it turns out to be false, I can't help but question what they say to me in the future. I don't bullshit people, I don't tell people what they want to hear or sugar coat the truth, I won't tell someone something positive unless I mean it.. So I naturally expect the same from others. There are certain situations where things must change and generally ill understand them, but other than that, getting my hopes up and not following through is a good way for me to disappear from your life. I don't have time to be wasting it on someone who is comfortable hurting me in any capacity and that only is more so the case, if ive given a second or if I really cared, 3rd, chance. I hope no one does this because it really does hurt, I'm more sensitive than most which I hate, but I can't help how God made me. So i learn to live with it but I also have learned how to build up walls so that I don't end up hurt.

To the Woman apart of My Future

My heart is set, on you. That glorious day.

When I realized the true magnitude of my love for you. I'll be waiting right here, with open arms, to hold you close, and keep you warm And kiss you all over, when the time is right. I'll express my love, so you know it's true because I never want there to be a doubt in your mind about what you mean to me. There's nothing on earth, I would not do for you.Because you're the one, you're one-of a kind. One day I hope to call you mine. I want to show you off to the world. Show my mother what a wonderful woman God has given me. I want to prove to my father that he thought me how to treat a woman right, with everything I do. I want my sister to look to you as an inspiration and at us as an example of what to look for in a relationship. I want my brother to see what kind of woman he deserves. I want my friends to know that you are number one to me. And I want to wake up everyday next to the woman I love with a smile on my face excited to fall in love with you all over again. One day I hope you feel the same. And want me in every way I want you, but the great thing is, there is no rush. My love won't fade. I don't want rushed feelings. So everyday I patiently wait hoping that I will have a lasting chance with you and that I prove myself to be someone you can rely on and trust. One day I hope to crown you my queen and I your king. I hope to rule together as one and to live everyday building you up and pushing you towards your goals and beyond. I am so proud to call you a friend and love you. Your capacity of love amazes me and inspired me.