Dear Future Love.
I can't explain. You took me to a place I never knew existed. It was scary. It was new. Unexpected. I wish I could explain how I feel looking into your eyes, or the peace I get from hearing your voice, or laugh. But is unexplainable. To be cliché, I get butterflies, to say the least. Your smile makes all the doubts and worries and pain I have disappear. Every time we are together I feel whole. You make me want in ways i've never wanted before. Is it truly love? I certainly think so. I thought I loved the last girl I was with.. But she didn't make me feel how you've made me feel. I met you, got to know you, just the tip of the iceberg when it comes to you have to offer and even in that small understanding of you, I wanted something I never have wanted before, and that's to have a future filled with you by my side. It scares me. But brings me so much joy. I'll always be around, waiting for you. It's beyond worth it even if it's just a potential opportunity to share a future together. You're the first person that I want to see happy more than my personal wants and needs. I want you to find a love so strong that nothing can deter you from it, I want you to be so full of joy that it bursts from you onto everyone around you. And if that doesn't involve me, so be it, I'll be happy and content in knowing that you're safe and happy. I love you and it scares me. Im beyond glad we met. You've done so much for me in such a short time, you're truly a blessing and i'm forever grateful to have you in my life. You're on a path to great things and i'm excited to see where life takes you.
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