Roller Coaster

2015. What a year. If any of my 20 years have been a roller coaster, 2015 is it. So many ups but seemingly so many more downs this year. It's been super tough at some points but i've grown in my faith and my self confidence has proliferated. I've learned to love myself in full which is something I never really did. And i've learned to hold onto the little things that remind me to never give up and to keep pushing towards my aspirations and goals. It's amazing how something like a note or a hair tie can remind me of great times and push me further even when I feel lonely, but they work. 2015 has been a lonely year. But looking back it was needed. It's allowed me to focus on myself more because i'm usually doing anything I can for friends. It's almost over. While i'm scared to see what next year holds, i'm also incredibly excited and ready to face any challenges head on.